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    Faulty Vision

    Fun Fact:  I didn’t want to go to college.  I vividly remember touring the University of Arkansas in Fayetteville in my junior year of high school.  The campus was HUGE!  There were so many students hustling and bustling around.  While it was beautiful, I knew it wasn’t for me. Before deciding to attend the University of Central Arkansas, I toured that campus too.  It was nowhere near as large, but I figured I could tough it out there.  Plus, it was close to home.  I didn’t want to be too far away, because I didn’t want to go in the first place. Bible Study Brother found it odd that I…

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    When I Grow Up…

    When you look at my age, and my bills, you would consider me a grown-up.  I own a home and a car.  I have a Master’s degree.  I’m gainfully employed.  But I don’t feel grown-up.  On the inside, I’m a kid waiting to experience the magic of adulthood. I thought being a grown-up meant that I could do WHATEVER I wanted to do…whenever I wanted to do it.  That is partly true.  But there are so many things that tie me down.  So many responsibilities that I didn’t have when I was child. My therapist really got my wheels spinning in my most recent session.  He told me that I…

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    A Better View

    Well, the Lord did it again.  My pastor allowed God to use him in a mighty way on Sunday.  If the first Sunday of 2020 was any indication of where the year will lead, we are all in position for an awesome adventure.  The sermon falls in line with what the previous blogs have discussed…vision. Mark 8:22-26 tells the story of a blind man.  The man’s friends bring him to Jesus because they want Jesus to restore the man’s sight.  What awesome friends!  They know the blind man has a need so they take him to the one who can do something about it. My pastor shared that this was…

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    A New Vision

    Friday night was not what I expected.  When I returned from Utah in early December, I was optimistic and full of hope.  I had energy and wanted to share some of that energy with my friends and family.  I called Bible Study Mama to secure my favorite venue (her house) for the first Friday of 2020.  I wanted to have a vision board party.  I entitled this extravaganza 2020 Vision. Bible Study Mama quickly gave the okay.  I sent out text messages to members of my tribe and invited them to participate.  Some responses were immediate, and the rest were crickets.  I wasn’t deterred.  I pressed Bible Study Brother on…

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    2020 Vision

    I have the privilege of meeting with the bright minds of tomorrow on a daily basis.  I have to recognize that it is a privilege.  When my little friends are having a rough day, it can feel like a punishment.  Yet, my job has so many bright spots.  Literally, every day a little person will do something that makes me laugh and smile.  They question everything and hold nothing back. Just the other day, I was in a struggle with one of my tiniest friends.  Well, tiny is kind of a misnomer.  He’s young in age but big in body.  He’s not yet walking.  He has mastered the art of…

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    Imitation of Life

    My favorite movie is “Imitation of Life.”  If you’ve never seen it, you should check it out.  Although it’s my favorite movie, I haven’t watched it often.  I know people that watch the same movies over and over, so they know the lines by heart.  When I was a kid, I watched musicals on repeat.  I made my brother learn all the songs and choreography to our favorite Disney movies.  But as an adult, I have moved away from that. I’m a fan of this movie because it’s a timeless tale.  It’s about coming of age in a segregated world.  It’s about finding your place.  It’s about realizing who and…

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    Long Story Short: I Survived

    Happy New Year!!!!  (Cue the streamers and confetti.)  It’s a celebration!  When this is released, I will be curled up in my bed with Fitz.  Sleeping off all the New Year’s Eve festivities.  I rang in the New Year praising the Lord with my church family and my family family.  They wanted me to be the ball drop in the parking lot afterwards.  I was tempted, but I fought through the temptation and made my way home.  As soon as I got home, I popped bottles (it was apple cider…let’s be reasonable) with Bible Study Brother, Bible Study Mama, and my sister-in-law.  I rang the year in with style. Since…

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