Grace

The days are blending together for me.  Since I’m inside and/or at home for 98% of my life now, keeping track of the days has not been as important.  I woke up from a sound sleep on Friday morning in a bit of a panic.  I just knew that it was Sunday, and I was unprepared AND late for Sunday School.  A whole hot mess.  Then I decided to extend myself a little grace.

The thought of grace didn’t randomly pop into my head.  Last week, Jonathan McReynolds dropped an amazing album, People.  The last song on the album is entitled “Grace,” and I’ve been playing it on a loop along with the rest of the album.  (Side note:  I might be his biggest fan.  I played “Cycles” forever.  As soon as the car started, his music would begin to play.  Without fail, EVERY TIME, Sweet Baby would say, “Who’s that lady singing?” and then begin to sing “Cycles” along with him.  Kids…)

Now that we’ve established my fandom, let me get back to the point.  The song “Grace” speaks to me because it is me.  I’m a “get it done” kind of gal.  When problems arise, I want to tackle the issues and make the best out of every situation.  I don’t want to fail.  I can’t stand falling.  I’m convinced that I can do it all.  Until I can’t.

More than ever, I’m realizing my need for God’s grace.  In all situations.  I know that I’m not alone.  Many people are emotional and on edge during this whole coronavirus pandemic.  Uncertainty is the name of the game.  Our familiar routines have been stripped away from us, and we’re left with confusion.  We experience mistrust because the world seems even more unbalanced.

Not only do I need God’s grace, but I need to extend that same grace to others.  Sometimes that’s hard to do when you’re already personally on edge.  However, each time someone has been gracious or gone above and beyond during these times, my heart is moved.  I’m challenged to be that person for someone else.

Thankfully, I quickly came to my senses and realized that it was Friday.  I took a deep breath and began my day.  I was able to talk with friends and family.  My co-worker left a sweet treat on my porch.  Fresh strawberries made their way into my house.  Netflix got to spend more time with me, and I was able to prepare for Sunday School.  I pray this Sunday morning finds you well.  I pray that your heart is open to receive grace and extend that same grace to others.  We all need it.  #wepreach